Chronicles of Love Story (3) by OBIORA ENENDU.

Sleepless night since I got the news,it's  5:52 am

,*deep sigh* have been awake since 2:am, been thinking tirelessly , what am I gonna do??! I think ama address this fearlessly , no wait, what if she rejects you?? Are you sure this is a good idea?? Different thoughts been running through my mind endlessly, how did I carelessly let it get this far?emotionally, have beaten myself up mercilessly,  My fingers feel numb, can't seem to get the right words outta my head, I feel speechless right now, only one question keeps popping up,

"Is this fight worth it"?? Too many questions not a lot of answers...

She's been back for a whole month, 31 days to be precise, is it possible to resurrect something so dead? I used to be that guy that could get outta any jam, but right now am that bitch ass nigga putting his feelings in writing, seems like the right thing to do ... 

Add 31 days to 365 days and it would give you how long have not seen her... again I ask " am I doing the right thing" is it not best I respect her wishes and give her space? This might just be a Test, 

But however  the case may be, I just really need to say her face, have never been so frustrated in my entire existence, for instance, what if I go look for her today and get a huge disappointment, would it break my heart half the way I broke hers? 

Well I guess I would never know till I find out....
With my fingers crossed I leave for Lagos in 3 hours.
Wish me luck.......